Midyear Plot Twists

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A few months ago, I was just on a soul searching adventure up north. Now, I'm writing to tell you that I see the sun shining in my life now. If you have been reading through my posts, you would see a fluctuation of mood in terms of my writings. But, I guess, bad times, indeed last. 


Two months ago, I took the leap of faith quitting my full-time job to do my CELTA course. It was a needed upgrade for my skills and my CV. I mean, I have been wanting to go back to school for a while now and I was already admitted to a Masters's degree abroad but I had to abort such mission because of problems back home. Also, the current workplace is not just as fulfilling as it was before. In short, I needed a change of environment and the kind of people I deal with. 




When I started my course, I met new people and mingled with them. I had awesome tutors that were appreciative of my efforts and they just help me improve all the way. For so long, I have been around critics who just pinpoint the bad stuff in everything I do or if not, they just gloat about themselves making you feel less confident. I mean probably that is their means of survival and it probably gave them a sense of validation that they are cool and winning in life. Sure. But it has also quite affected the introverted me always questioning what went wrong in my life. 



But today, I feel good considering that I have done my best in my work and the course. Now, I am changing workplaces and I will meet new people and I could work on myself more. It is more fulfilling to know that I made my parents proud even from miles away. I also feel more positive about myself, my plans, and my mindset. Maybe because I started to change my diet as well and I have joined a yoga class that my mood has greatly improved. I went to church yesterday because surely, this is all because of Him. I just had to thank Him for everything He has given me. 



I know that COVID is still around and it has been destroying our plans but in due time, things will fall into place. Maybe your wishes will come true as well! Thank you for visiting this partially abandoned blog and reading through my weird train of thoughts. Now, I am giving you some good arse vibes. <3

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