Showing posts from January, 2015

Personal Pact

2014 was the warm-up, 2015 is the take-over! Looking back, a year a go a lot has happened and a lot has changed. Looking back, funny how I am so aware of the change that is happening in my life but I have yet to determine whether is was for the good or for the worst. I first noticed the change, after I challenged myself to engage on a summer job and summer class at the same time. I pulled such stunt because I want to see if I can be a superwoman--how I badly want to become one, the queen of multitasking. And that absurd thought and drastic actions took me to unreachable heights both high and low. I thought I was invincible, I thought I was at the top of my game-- but no, I was doing the exact opposite. And little by little, I was gong downhill. And that transition somewhat frightened me, I was afraid because I felt like I am drifting away from my life goals and I feel like I am destroying myself. I was physically, mentally and emotionally drained. And honestly, I did not know what to…