Wow! I can't believe it. I'm entering a new decade but I don't feel like ageing (Except maybe for my style preferences). I feel more alive than ever--fully discovering myself and accepting that life as what it is. It's not gonna be perfect and you cannot have what everyone is having no matter how hard you try to project that. And the best way to fully enjoy life is to be happy with what you have, make the most out of it and always always always live life incognito ;) Looking back, what I hated in my 20s are the things that I am very grateful for now. Indeed, (young) adulthood is a phase where your version of "ideal" world is slowly torn apart in order for you to make way for reality. It may not be a posh hood-- reality that is, but you can always learn the ropes, play the game then make the game. You will go through a dark and depressive era and somewhere between those years, you will slowly see a spark and as you move forward the spark gets brighter and br...
Hey you guys! How have you been? I missed this blog, my readers and everything I used to do in here. I missed life, generally. How have I been, you ask? I've been doing fine I guess. I am getting by with my life, school and work. I think. Or maybe not. Actually, my life is on the rocks right now. I feel bad and I feel miserable and sad. I do not really want to dwell on the negative, but if I do not let this out, I might explode one of this days and I might never be sane again. I really cannot pinpoint when this feeling started, but I feel so lost for the past two years of my life. When I was 17 years old, I thought I had figured my life out. I thought I was so straightforward on my goal and firm on my destination. I do not know what happened midway that I took a whole new different foreign direction and I am struggling finding my way out. After March last year, I just realized that I do not know where to go next. All I know was that I want to be rich, travel the world ...
So here's another outfit shot during my partial premier as a frustrated model. Watcha say? HAHAHA. It's kinda awkward claiming the title of a model because it's not my calling I guess? But nevertheless, I am starting to love the camera though I must admit. Black is black and the texture of such black cloth on the top I am wearing is no ordinary black. It has a fury texture that makes it interesting. The tattered back of the fury top makes it more edgy and daring, don't you think? I love the whole detail of it though because it's not your ordinary fur and it's not your ordinary tattered design. It's sexy but it didn't mean for you to get naked. Now, the skirt I wore is just a simple body con and I adjust it to look like a continuation of the top and in short make it look like a dress. Genius, isn't it? And the red accessories I wore was just there to complement the whole look and to put a little color in my outfit. And here's one mo...
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