Life Questions and then some....
This is a product of last night's insomnia, twisting and turning on my bed until 3 am pondering on what should I do with my life. I am pretty sure I have mapped out my life plans so well on paper that it is almost perfect. But when will I ever learn that our plans, no matter how many times we write them down, are not guaranteed unless it is in our destiny? I know that compared to the people I know back home, things are better here because there is no lockdown and we can move around freely. However, that same local freedom is the same dilemma that I have because that is just what it is.... freedom within this country. What about my long-term plans? Will, it ever come to fruition or will I just be another speck of dust adding to this polluted world? When I first left home, I was happy--ecstatic with my newfound independence. It was finally the time when I can do anything I want and see if I can manage to live on my own. I guess I have proven that now. And the place that I am currentl