Escape ( not a Pina Colada Song)
To be honest, I have been staring at the screen for an hour now thinking of ways on how to start wrapping up my 2019. I do not know whether I should be writing all the good things that happened or do I talk about how I picked myself up from the chaos called my brain. 2019, in a nutshell, was filled with self-doubt and insecurities. It was a question of whether I will make it through or do I just give up and see where life takes me. It was more of me seeing how others are progressing and then there is me sticking to my old beliefs and standing up for what I truly believe in. This year gave me a lot of pressure considering that my plans took a huge detour. Not only that, but my declining health was also showing. Weight gain in addition to worsened hormonal issues and internal conflicts every now and then. At a glance, you would think it was only a couple of pounds gained but it is taking its toll on my mood. Hormonal imbalance is hitting me right where my brain and my m